Fic - Five Times House Almost Died
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ranrataTitle Five Times House Almost Died
Rating PG
Pairing House/Wilson
Word Count 312
Spoilers 403 - 97 Seconds
Summary The five times House almost dies, Wilson is there.
1.
The first of many times you wake up, Wilson is there, his expression less concerned, and more saddened; you mistake it for pity, briefly. The first coherent thought you have is where the hell is Stacy?
Then you feel it – the twinge of pain that will become a constant in your life, much like Wilson.
2.
The second time you wake up, Wilson is there, worried and relieved; you think he had been crying, but never in front of you, of course. You ignore him momentarily to take note of the new souvenir of scarred flesh on your neck and realize that at least one person would miss you if you died.
You look up at him. “I had a hallucination...”
3.
The third time you wake up, Wilson is there, his face filled with disgust that you had previously thought he wasn't even capable of, and then Wilson isn't there anymore. You're alone, lying in your own mess, literally and figuratively.
And you get up. You get up because this small glimpse of life without Wilson is a new kind of pain.
4.
The fourth time, you don't wake up, because you faked everything. Wilson comes into your office, stares you down, says you're depressed, damn him.
It scares you when Wilson starts laughing, and you think you've finally broken him. You do try to take his advice, but nice tries are worthless.
5.
The fifth time you wake up, Wilson is there, his lips pursed in a mix of upset and anger. He tells you that you're an idiot. You don't look at him, and he immediately notices something is wrong, as always – bless him and damn him. You have the urge to say you love him, because next time you might not wake up.
He offers more painkillers. You tell him.
Rating PG
Pairing House/Wilson
Word Count 312
Spoilers 403 - 97 Seconds
Summary The five times House almost dies, Wilson is there.
1.
The first of many times you wake up, Wilson is there, his expression less concerned, and more saddened; you mistake it for pity, briefly. The first coherent thought you have is where the hell is Stacy?
Then you feel it – the twinge of pain that will become a constant in your life, much like Wilson.
2.
The second time you wake up, Wilson is there, worried and relieved; you think he had been crying, but never in front of you, of course. You ignore him momentarily to take note of the new souvenir of scarred flesh on your neck and realize that at least one person would miss you if you died.
You look up at him. “I had a hallucination...”
3.
The third time you wake up, Wilson is there, his face filled with disgust that you had previously thought he wasn't even capable of, and then Wilson isn't there anymore. You're alone, lying in your own mess, literally and figuratively.
And you get up. You get up because this small glimpse of life without Wilson is a new kind of pain.
4.
The fourth time, you don't wake up, because you faked everything. Wilson comes into your office, stares you down, says you're depressed, damn him.
It scares you when Wilson starts laughing, and you think you've finally broken him. You do try to take his advice, but nice tries are worthless.
5.
The fifth time you wake up, Wilson is there, his lips pursed in a mix of upset and anger. He tells you that you're an idiot. You don't look at him, and he immediately notices something is wrong, as always – bless him and damn him. You have the urge to say you love him, because next time you might not wake up.
He offers more painkillers. You tell him.
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- Great line <3
*slow clap*
The part in No Reason where "Moriarty" (aka House's subconscious) asks House if anyone would miss him if he died always gets to me. It's so...guh. ;_;
Amazing. Beautiful. Eerie, almost, because of how accurate it feels,its 'rightness,' if you will.
And this:
You get up because this small glimpse of life without Wilson is a new kind of pain.
resulted in a sharp intake of breath; the truth of this harshly beautiful line is... is... yeah.
Oh--almost forgot; did I mention amazing? *mems*
Favorite lines:
You get up because this small glimpse of life without Wilson is a new kind of pain.
& of course, the last one.
This line hit me SO hard. It's beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time, and just oh so perfect. Also, the line about Wilson being a constant in Houses life is lovely too, because you know that no matter what House says, he knows it.
This is BRILLIANT. The characterization is spot on and Houses thoughts sound truly real. You say so much with so little and the result is incredibly poignant. One of the better things I've read in a long while. Mem'ing! Thanks for the fantastic read!
This is one of my favorites. That last line...:D
"You get up because this small glimpse of life without Wilson is a new kind of pain." - I love how you've phrased this. It's so true and it just hurts.
Great job. Definitely one of my favorites out of the slew of post-97 Seconds fics.
*ego inflates and crushes world*
Thanks!
that one, right there. ouch.
but so true.
Thanks!
*mems*
I've loved that scene in MLC from day one. It was definitely House's lowest point in the series, and the first time he had to actually consider Wilson could leave him.