I'll be more coherent later on. Caps on Wednesday, because I have to write a paper.



WHERE TO BEGIN?

OH, YES, THE PART THAT BROKE MY HEART THE MOST. House doesn't want to live if that means Wilson hates him. And since the death!bus and Amber were obviously just his subconscious, he believes he deserves this hate. (Like believing no one would miss him if he died in "No Reason." Hopefully he's wrong again ;_;) And then House waking up and seeing Wilson and looking at him with that heartbreaking expression, and then Wilson walks away, and House ;akda;kfslfjlsdgjskghkgdhfg GYAH.

I love House/Wilson. I also love Wilson/Amber and House/Wilson/Amber. Hell, I'd be willing to accept Wilson/Amber as a final pairing and just have House-Wilson friendship if Wilson and Amber's love was tested as much as House and Wilson's. But that's also the reason I don't go for this "love of his life" crap. WTF DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? Then again, I don't go for it when people call Stacy the "love of House's life." But I do think Amber is kind of Wilson's Stacy now. All relationships impact the people involved, but a traumatic experience just makes it THAT MUCH BIGGER OF A DEAL. Wilson's going to be really fucked up now. The man already has a screwy relationship with women, and as he's possibly beginning to make some teeny-tiny baby steps towards fixing that with someone he could just possibly be happy with it, it gets taken away in the most horrifying way possible. HEY, HOUSE/WILSON SHIPPERS, GUESS WHAT? THE SHOW JUST GUARANTEED HOUSE AND WILSON WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER WITH THAT EPISODE. (AND I SAY THAT BOTH TRAGICALLY AND JOYFULLY.)

But, yes. TESTING HOUSE AND WILSON'S LOVE. S3 was Wilson's unconditional love for House, S4 is House's unconditional love for Wilson. Seeing the blatant House/Cuddy set up, I just thought, I don't care. He's not going to be with Cuddy for long, and it's not going to have anywhere near the depth of House and Wilson's relationship. (Not even a sleight against Cuddy - NO OTHER RELATIONSHIP ON THE SHOW HAS THIS DEPTH.) NO OTHER COUPLE GETS TESTED AS MUCH AND HOUSE AND WILSON. AND AS WILSON SAID, THEY ALWAYS COME BACK. THIS IS WHAT DEEP, UNWAVERING LOVE LOOKS LIKE, BITCHES!!11!one!

OH, BOOHOO. WILSON ASKED HOUSE TO RISK HIS LIFE. HOUSE OFFERED FIRST, CUDDY TOLD HIM HE WAS AN IDIOT. AND THE SHOW MADE SURE TO SHOW US WILSON HAD TO TAKE SOME TIME TO THINK ABOUT THIS, THEN WAS ALL AWKWARD AND UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT ASKING. AND GUESS WHAT? HE WAS RIGHT, HOUSE DID FORGET SOMETHING (EVEN THOUGH IT DIDN'T HELP IN THE END). STOP TRYING TO COMPARE ONE LOVE TO ANOTHER, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO LIFE-AND-DEATH. HE LOVES HOUSE AND AMBER BOTH.

PLUS, HOUSE TOTALLY SELF-SACRIFICED FOR WILSON. CATE/SEAN PARALLELS FTW.

I'M JUST CAPSLOCKING NOW SO I SHOULD SHUT UP EVEN THOUGH THERE'S MORE I WANTED TO SAY.

ANNE DUDEK/BITCH LOVE FEST
LIKE, HOW HOT WAS THE AMBER/HOUSE SCENE? SO LOVE THIS SHOW FOR TEASING ALL MY SECONDARY SHIPS.

AND SHE SHOULD BE HOUSE'S SUBCONSCIOUS. 'CAUSE THE ANSWER = AMBER. AND SHE AND HOUSE ARE THE SAME. AND STUFF. AND IT WOULD POKE AN ANGST STICK AT HIS GUILT IN S5.